I wish this was a simple question to answer. If you have a partner that you can have sex with and your sex drive is not nonexistent due to the depression , you may want to have some fun — it could be a good temporary distraction from your suicidal feelings. I am terribly lonely and isolated. But it just goes to show that nobody knows what awaits them. Do you ever wish for things without thinking through them first? Anyway I feel the exact same way about psychologists, however maybe if you give it a go I'll give it a go too and we could talk about it on here? What exactly about the job gives you such a high level of stress and anxiety? You list all these phone numbers and contact information we can call but are they going to call your grown children and tell them to do the right thing or tell your so called friends how many days you sit alone and cry? Admitting you feel like killing yourself is terrifying.
But if you are able either in mind or body for work, you should and can work. Whether is be through medication or spending time with another. But if they were enough, nobody would die by suicide. I already feel so distant from her again and out of touch? It is unfair that some people are bestowed gifts that others can only dream of. She even thinks the panick attacks is a result of lack of sugar lol.
We don't like spam either, which is why we won't share or sell your email address. Often, you try to hide this from people in case they hurt you again. What feels like a escape from this realm, thinking about ending it seems more relieving than fighting it. Why is the one person in your family least capable of caring for your father the one who is expected to care for him? If you can make it through this tough time, you can make it through anything. Such medications do have a beneficial effect along with side effects if they are allowed time to work properly.
They love me so much. Thanks for sharing here — and for getting me thinking! Happiness and contentment have eluded me my entire life, and maybe it is because I was never meant to be happy or content. I am praying for you. Am I here for others to mock me? This will buy you time to settle down and begin to think rationally. To be honest, I wish I had the guts to kill myself…finding that strength. Very hard and painful but makes such a difference.
I think it's all easier to shut myself out and be depressed and just let it consume me. I can help you understand your own suicidal thoughts. Can you talk to your partner about what you are experiencing? All problems are illusion of the mind. Just want to get better I am 50. Whatever you are dealing with, can you consider that you still can craft a purpose for yourself in life in the months and years to come, whatever that purpose may be? I'm very pleased you've found your way to our forums. A board exam is just like any other exam.
You're telling me there isn't anything that you want to do right now? I would push myself to tears on my bike, but I feel like when I came out the other side, I loved myself. I dont think Im going to kill myself, but the thought is always there in the back of my mind. One day in a panic I called the office to speak with her. Clean your room — One of the best things you can do for yourself to stay distracted is to stay productive. I could easily rationalize it and say that they were better off without me. I can imagine that what you are going through is extremely hard.
As for your own battle, I hope suicide does not win. And that limits my ability to help you here and now. However, this is never the case. He wants you to call on him, today. Im extremely depressed because of so much negativity, so much pain in this world.
Some people, not only do they try? As a reward, she and her husband now dont talk to me much at all and, if they do, it is in a disparaging manner. Willow, We are glad you are venting. Sometimes you just need to push through it. Then multiply everything by π. Would you be open to signing up for an email mentor to help you through the issues you are having? It's also good to see that I can relate to someone as well and I hope that your psychologist appointment goes well as well. And, yet it also tells me what is deeply important to me. Hard to do that when it keeps happening.