I can't bring back the feeling that led me to attempt to take my own life, because ultimately that crisis in my life was only passing. He told me that, of course, he did not want his wife, who was the mother of his children and with whom he had lived all that time, to kill herself; but his life was empty, and he was determined to leave. It is reasonable to ask why certain people voice a threat of suicide in a situation—the situation of being rejected by someone they love-- which, although admittedly painful to everyone, is common and does not lead others to despair. Never learned to love or be loved. I want to be capable of treasuring my memories forever.
I know I don't have much time left before I'm gone for good. Your words do resonate with me though. In my book, that makes you a Savior. She stopped between pieces, turned and asked me, for the hundredth time, why I was so sad. Others have no choice but to live out the rest of their life in hopeless and unnecessary suffering. I feel that I am a disappointment to him and he does not really like me, I believe that he is only married to me because the quality of his life would disingrate if I was not in his life. Everyday I wake up with no soul or spirit in me.
She went from missing him and mourning him to being vaguely annoyed when he came over to visit the kids. And sometimes they tell me years later that they cannot understand what was so important about that other person that, without them, they considered suicide. We cuddle and watch movies together at his home. I know that I am stupid,and selfish for even wanting to go through with such a thing. My wife passed away almost 5 months ago. Nothing makes me happy anymore except those few happy moments in life.
I want to break free of my current physical form, to be whatever I feel like being. The desire to sleep led to missed school and dropped grades, so here i am. All her life she was well aware of what mental illness and suicide can do to people and families. The problem was that I just wasn't happy enough, but I wasn't comparing anyone with her. And I know my pain is hurting them too. Am 54 years old and was laid off from a job in July I thought was secure.
Remember when dad used to rip off my band-aids? And how helpful do you really think it is to Baker Act someone because they are depressed because they are in an abusive marriage. Does it have the same strength and will power? I dont know really, it would be nice to say i picked myself up and gave life a chance. This may not mean anything to you, but I wish you would stay on this Earth with us. Would the good doctor here counsel a couple who are miserable together to remain together for the sake of the children? If you really want to help them, study this letter closely. And, on a positive note, the Universe is entropy. Now know what fanatics are like.
Deep down they know that there can be someone else someday. But with the psych I was able to talk about my dad. I dont know the right advice but if there is anything you want to do try it. I found a link for you that lists some affordable therapy options. So why should a person crushed with intractable medical conditions or financial doom do the same? But I'll let you know, I'm still here.
You are young, and do not yet know what it is like to be a senior citizen in your seventies or eighties who have lost a spouse and are dealing with disabilities, and end of life issues, then perhaps you may have credibility with the elderly who are at the end of their rope. I miss him so much. I was lucky to be found in time and therefore my children are not orphaned but missing only one parent who chose not to wait for things to change. So sad about every life choice has been wrong. This type of article is offensive and dishonest.
My sister committed suicide 2 months ago. You can always talk to me if you need to. I suppose that is the scariest part isn't it? She was enraged, however, when she took one look at his ugly fiancé and realized he was leaving her for her! Life is such an adventure. Bless and love you all. You are not making things better, you are making them worse.